listing.always listing.

write nights at the North Atlantic Pea Pod

     furthernote: get that room/desk set up so i can start creating again. the boxes just won't do.

movie/game/ping-pong nights

mimosa garden welcome party?

cocktail ideas: homemade syrups with booze and soda water. or not booze. variables. 

         furthernote: plant rosemary and mint.

make/find a fire-pit frame. rebuilding center.

lasagna. 

last night of SE sleep was too short.

box shaped bruises and my bloody heart still beats…

what's left of the my stuff is really just pieces of dailyness. miscellany. carparts and underwear. and fluffy blankets and pillows.

dim, and dimmer.

i can't really express how much love is coming out of me

 in this moment, caught by a blurry iphone snap in a dim bar with a young bartender.

[i tried to make it more clear with minor editing; it sort of just got weird.]

runneth over, and shit.

GY!BE jaunt, success.

some moments, negatively pixeled, and otherwise. 

not pictured: lots'a stuff.

potlucky

i made this. it was really good. 

pureed roasted eggplant. six heads roasted garlic. 

raw hazelnuts, caramelized shallots. 

with ciabatta, arugula, pear, and dried figs.

not presented well since i kept everything in separate bowls…allergies and such. 

happy birthday bpc.

❝ I have no fear of losing you, for you aren’t an object of my property, or anyone else’s. I love you as you are, without attachment, without fears, without conditions, without egoism, trying not to absorb you. I love you freely because I love your freedom, as well as mine. ❞
Anthony de Mello

draft

what started

 as burning tears from slicing shallots

and roasting garlic,

wrapping orange glass,

permeated the night

and morning

and the pull of a bow

unnerves me entirely

current house to new house ride.

nester.

this has been my home, my little green pea pod room since October.

i've been sleeping in a queen sized bed that belongs to the landlord. 

looking forward to returning to my old bed. 

each wall has something that someone i love made.

this has been really important for my brain.

new house!

photos of the gorgeous kitchen, garden, greenhouse, basement, 

ping pong table, garage, back yard, and mellow little me quarters to come.