drafting//2015

maybe it begins after midnight
maybe it begins after we say a new years prayer
maybe it begins after you go to sleep and wake again

i had it in my hands
i'm broken
and i give too much

and all that we can't see
and all i haven't said
and all that we can't keep during the day
and (maybe) i'm all that i'll ever be in your hands
and maybe it begins after an admission
...too much too much too much
and all the things we haven't said
and i give too much